Free me, won't you?

Monday, December 25, 2006

bye-bye

HOLIDAY CHEERS!
it's christmas ain't it. is it?
arghs. i'm sick. what a way to spend christmas huh.
the injection made me drowsy so i'm zoning in and out.
at least i'm certain that santa actually gave me something! whether good or bad, i'm contented. maybe it's what i deserve for being such a bad girl this year.

oh yea. here's wishing you a
HAPPY NEW YEAR
too.

my new year resolutions? they only last for 3 days. and than i totally forget bout them. so oh well, see you next year okay! =D huggs.

let me submerge myself into the warmth and lustre of the tropical region and savour every bit of it. i'll miss you!

because you never fail to make me teary-eyed whenever you say something. because i miss everything we had. but my feelings echoes through the silent and no longer existent memories. do i really have to accept the truth? i don't want to.

Sunday, December 24, 2006

MERRY XMAS!

Grown-up Christmas List

Do you remember me?
I sat upon your knee
I wrote to you with childhood fantasies
Well, I'm all grown-up now
Can you still help somehow?
I'm not a child, but my heart still can dream

So here's my lifelong wish
My grown-up Christmas list
Not for myself, but for a world in need

No more lives torn apart
That wars would never start
And time would heal all hearts
Every man would have a friend
That right would always win
And love would never end
This is my grown-up Christmas list

What is this illusion called the innocence of youth?
Maybe only in that blind belief can we ever find the truth

No more lives torn apart
That wars would never start
And time would heal our hearts
Every man would have a friend
That right would always win
And love would never end

This is my grown-up Christmas list
This is my only lifelong wish
This is my grown-up Christmas list

MERRY XMAS!

have a great great xmas!
i feel a little dizzy though, high on wine =)
love you loads kay!
i wonder where's santa...

Saturday, December 23, 2006

my sun-s

Heyy ppl-who-actually-read-this!

went tuition today and that boy is getting more naughty. gee. he bully ppl lah! and he never listen to me! NAUGHTY LEH! and he insulted my cute drawing. oh wells. i'll miss my angels next week. such heart-melts.

while i was waiting for the train at bb.. there was this ang-moh family of 5 on vacation. the ang-moh woman was like:
"this is the train system. it carries hundreds of people everyday. did you know, people won't give way and will push to get into the train! you have to squeeze in!"
oh well. this is the impression we give foreigners eh. despite the courtesy campaign and everything. BUT she saw me and she rolled her eyes at me! so guess wat! they aren't that courteous either! just putting on airs. all the crap. GEE!

and today was a happy day. since i'm too lazy to repeat it, it'll be on INSANE-3SOMEs bloggie.

cheerios! have a great xmas celebration!

Thursday, December 21, 2006

burnout

a burnout partay was held at my house today! hahaha. insanes and bervonster! it was really wild. we are soo gonna crash that game! =)
than cookie-wookie and i decided to play "throw the mixed nuts into your mouth by tossing it in the air" game. most of the nuts ended up on the floor anyway and in the end, we were filled with nuts. haha. another silly thing to add to our list. btw, there's a technique to it! you have to position the nut just at the right part of your palm, flick it vertically up with one smooth motion, prepare your head where you think the nut will land, stick out your tongue and catch it! it's fun! try it!
and i fell down today! in my house! tripped over some protruding object while dashing for the door and landed really hard on my knee. guessed the pain kinda travelled through my spine cos i felt it thru my nose and in my head. weird huh. my knee is swollen and red now. will probably get worse tml. oh well, guess that's for being such a klutz.

though color has been added into my life, but a part of it has been taken away too. and that's my true quality of life. i don't feel like i've contributed anything to the world at all. wasting my youth away doing random stuff. i was learning origami just now.
i've achieved the life i've long envisioned during the As, and that is one filled with laughter and friends. but maybe that's not what i my heart truly desires. maybe that's why i don't laugh whole-heartedly these days. i feel as if my life's half lived. i don't like it one single bit. and i don't like my attitude these days either. post-exam syndrome?

Wednesday, December 20, 2006

sorry angels

went towning with dardar and joannie today. town is sure gettting boring. but yup, love hanging with them again.

met stupid gal and went to tuition together. stupid gal simply loves the kids. while me? well, i was a little harsh with them cos they seem to be getting naughtier. and i feel so bad for yelling at my little angels! to them, i must be one big devil. i don't believe in getting too friendly with them though. but aiyer, my PW mate used to insist but i simply brush it away, but i have to agree now. i am a perfectionist. i don't like it when the class is disorganised. but i know that they're just kids, barely 7 yrs of age. i can't expect a class of perfect angels. i have to realise that. i have to reflect on what i did today. i feel bad. sorry angels.

reunite

howdy-doody! it's TUESDAY!

oh. and i dunno if he'll see this but...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BERVAN! =)))
i'll know you'll love us in time to come!

anyways. had a p6 reunion today! every reunion will guarantee a doodly-goodly time. gained a few pounds at vi'lage. i didn't know it wasn't marche anymore. but food is the same leh. and had a "kicking" good time at xin wang hk cafe. it just feels all so familiar and comfortable in the company of old pals. duncha agree?

i saw this really really good-looking guy! i think he's a model. really tall and mixed-blooded. after spotting him, every other guy seem so... soo... soooo.. oh well. but nobody is a perfect package. i tell u, he is *drop-dead*.

it's winter-time!
the rain have been trickling down non-stop. some say the rain really dampens the spirit. but i love it leh!
i love how the rain comes down from the sky, how it connects heaven and earth.
i love how the raindrops settles on the car windows and when the lamp lights shine on it, the droplets turn to crystals.
i love how when i look out of hk cafe's dark window with the rain illuminated by the lights outside, they come down as shooting stars.
i love how the roads are flooded and puddles form everywhere, so i can splish-splash around in it.
haha. gross rite. but i used to do that in pjc too! at the ramp esp when's its a downpour. than everyone will scold me. but i still love it all the same.
and it's so cold now, i don't feel drowsy at all. =)

Monday, December 18, 2006

HEYS!

tuition was enjoyable as usual. p3/4 kids are so much more relaxing to tutor than p1 kids. and i told them to write journals! hahaha. and yuppie, they're much more guai! aiyah, i still love all of my little angels with halos i can't resist!

went towning today and what's new besides sales and more sales. but it's a great time for us to go check out what they sold in shops which we would never step into if it weren't for the sale. the clothes are not very much more glam than average brands. so we concluded it's all in the name's sake. oh well, fact of life.

btw, he paid, sooo...
MJ is the second to wish me Happy Birthday!
(hahaha..!)
and if YOU have even the slightest doubt that my birthday falls in december, don't! you owe me a birthday present! hahaha!

my gawd. i should stop thinking about finding a job. it makes me one dull girl indeed. okie. BURNOUT REVENGE on ps2 is but THE best racing and crashing game ever! it releases that little devil inside of you. muahaha. it's raining now. and it sure feels good! i'm bored again.

Friday, December 15, 2006

shopping!

HAHAHA. JB shopping uber rocks! bags bag bags and more bags at the end of the day! =) YAY! although my risk of lung cancer went up by 10%. i don't think i can ever live there. i was cursing all the smokers... racing-racing here i come!

TECKY IS THE FIRST TO WISH ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
(he paid me to say this! hahha. thanks tecky!! =) )

i am rather pissed with THAT f&b company! erghs! YOUR LOST!

i lied, there was so much more to that.
but it doesn't matter anymore.
because the sun shines a different light now.

Wednesday, December 13, 2006

where should i start from?

watched eragon today! whee~ now i wanna be a rider! i wanna have a dragon!

and while i was watching the movie previews, i got sooo excited!
SIMPSONS THE MOVE (in 2-D) is coming out next JULY! YAY-ness!
gosh. HARRY POTTER is a must-watch too!
and how can i forget dearest SPIDEY! my fav superhero!

it was cookie-wookie's and my lucky day today! MNG SALE! 50%! *grins*
dined at O'Briens. i thought it was not bad!
to us, it was a complete day, a day which we haven't had for a long long time.

kiddy-tutoring again! there's a new boy today who gets irritating and he barely makes up for it with his brightness. i was quite pleased with JR cos he aced his spelling test. well, KM was a little disappointing and what can i say, JW is as cute as ever.

me: "how do you pronounce this?" (points at Sunday on the board)
jw: "TUNDAY!"
me: "what about this?" (points at Snake on the board)
jw: "NAKE!"
and than he'll flash me his sweet-sweet heart melting smile and hop around happily. there wasn't a split second where i was frustrated with him. he just makes me smile.

i felt at lost though. i really don't know where to start teaching them cos they don't seem to know anything yet. i guess i'll have to take things slowly. maybe i don't know them enough yet, gee, research not thoroughly done.
little monsters they will soon be but for now, they'll be my little angels!

there will never be anyone like you

Tuesday, December 12, 2006

numb

ARGHHHH!

scream-jump-whine (repeat)

you know what, i don't need you! so just disappear. don't ever give me hope again. don't ever expect me to stare at my phone again cos i feel like throwing it away.

SUPER-DUPER frustrated.

but it's OKAY! i've got the rest of dec to enjoy.. or "enjoy"

this sure is getting annoying. i feel like bitting someone.

WARNING!

this hottie here is taken!