heys. today is my bday.. yesh.. i'm supposed to feel happy.. but i was wat.. in the morning. yeas.. went to buy the OP shirt which i have been dying to buy since yestd when i went out with moi frendzy.. then went to giordano to buy clothes cuz got discount..
went fm house to prepare food.. liddat lor.. had picnic.. lixin, fm, rach, bi hui, huimin and lingjie came.. yeas.. had sandwiches.. potato salad.. kfc.. yew.. hees..
aniwae.. i v sad la.. cuz i dunno where to go.. i realli dunno! if i leave pjc.. i'll really regret it and i'll really miss the ppl there.. i was thinking about it and the faces of those whom i've met came flooding back to me in my memories.. i saw their laughter.. their friendly faces.. and wondered how can i ever bear to leave them.. i nearly cried.. my heart juz ached.. i'll miss O2 welco members alot!!! ALOT!! i feel kinda guilty la.. signing up for O2 and than not being able to stay in pjc in the end.. i jus.. arghs.. i just really love the ppl there.. but.. the harsh reality is that brand name matters.. and tt in order to have a better reputation.. which society really put as their priority.. going to schools with that wow! factor matters.. my score is actually 11 lor.. which if i cut off the bonus points.. it'll be 9.. it's quite a good score.. but i dunno if i'll be able to fit in a new jc.. be able to meet ppl like those in pjc.. but in a few yrs time.. i might regret not taking a risk.. not stretching out my wings to soar when i had a chance too.. i'll think about it tonite.. jus hoping god would give me a sign.. any sign at all.. ultimately.. the decision lies in me.. i really do hope i make the right decision.. watever the path i choose.. i will try my best to walk down it and brave the odds.. yes.. GAMBATTE!!