i'm really frustrated!
can't seem to concentrate..
so came here to take a breather..
hopefully i'll be able to study later..

some IDIOT, low-grade, disgusting human ( it disgusts me to even be associated with him! ) broke into my family's car and stole the radio and tv!
WHOEVER U ARE, U DESERVE TO BE STRUCK BY LIGHTNING AND BURN IN HELL FOR ETERNITY!
WHO GAVE U THE RIGHTS TO TAKE THINGS WHICH AREN'T YOURS?
WHY CAN'T U GO GET A JOB AND GET THE STUFF URSELF?
OR DO U NOT HAVE ANY BRAINS AT ALL?
WHATEVER THE CASE, U IDIOT, I'M SURE YOU'LL GET YOUR RETRIBUTION!
IF I EVER FIND OUT WHO YOU ARE, YOU ARE SOOO DEAD!
CURSE YOU!

oh.. and i found my md!
yippee.. found the songs i used to like last time..
lonely no more.. goodbye zen!

i've been quite sad lately.. cos of my grandma..
maybe u noe.. maybe u dunno..
but yea.. it's only when someone is gonna go.. do u treasure that person..
not tt i don't treasure her when she's still here.. i do adore her very much!
she really spoils her grandchildren and she never fails to cook scrumptious meals for us everytime we visit her.. i always look forward to her home-made food.. it never fails to warm my heart.. and whenever she knows we're coming, she'll specially go buy milo and ferrero rocher... knowing that it's our fav..
and she comes to stay with us every year.. everytime she wanna leave.. i'll feel super sad.. i remembered making stuff for her to remember me..
i do love her very much..
there's jus so much memories with her..
she's in pain now..
what can i do???
i'm scared.. she's going off to someplace where i can no longer reach her.. maybe she's more scared than i?
what can i do for her?

i love you, grandma.

quins* praying for you -