this feeling suddenly overwhelmed me. i miss my grandmother.
i miss how she would hold my hand. how she'd cook my favourite food. how she likes to talk a whole lot. how she'll always buy milo for us. how we would go to the market in the morning. she'd take me to eat my favourite chee cheong fan. she never forgets my favourite food.
when i was younger, i was always eager to please her.

i dreamt of her. and she knew how to converse in english! hmm.

where has she gone to?
is she happy now?

i regret not treasuring her enough when she was still around.
not talking to her a little more,
not hugging her a little more,
jus giving her one more peck on her cheek.

i hope she knows that i miss her still.

anyway.. studying has been suffocating.
i've been forcing myself.
and it's tiring.
needa find the joy!

quins*