i think i'm going crazy. i got hurt like.. 2 times in 3 days. like continuous heartache. than there was gp class. ms lee was going through poverty. and that was than i realised, it's a rather depressing world. all the killings and sufferings and natural disasters, people living without a penny to their name, without a shirt on their back. it's so hard for me to imagine such sufferings going on in the world when i'm sitting comfortably in the classroom. clean, ventilated, high-tech classroom. some kid out there is cramped on a small wooden stool and straining to catch his teacher's voice cause the traffic outside the window is jus too loud. went to ntuc with xiaoyuanyuan just now and i was shocked by the amount of food they store. there's so much food! too much food.. some people out there don't even have enough to eat and yet, there it is, right in front of my eyes.. tall shelves packed to the max. why do some people have so much money to spare? spending it on branded goods which are jus ripping people off.. buyin stuff that they want and not need. why is it so unfair? that's why i can never understand humans..
but i don't deny that i'm also like every other human. i buy things that i don't need.
the thought of it makes me depressed. sighhhhh...

like i said, i think i'm going crazy.

quins* i don't wanna deny it. -