yoshie!

i can't seem to be getting enough sleep! and that really sucks. being drowsy in tutorials and lectures is plain torturing. hate it. why huh? than i'll start hallucinating.. hhahs. than kena scolded by teacher. oh well. the cycle. i have to force myself to stay in school to study so that i won't fall asleep when i reach home. grr.

i think i'm really mean to declique. always having mood swings these days. and they can still tolerate my nonsense. but i really can't help it guys. as i said, i am HUGELY disappointed with myself. really. i got back my gp and my heart ached. i know i should pull myself together. but i'm a little tired. it's tough accepting the fact that you slog and get rubbish. but what other choice do i have? at least there's a major motivation, that is to do 6th Student Council proud with good A level results! yeaaa~ i always wanna do my best for those i love.

i won't ever give up!

dequins*