heys~
hmm.. i kinda won't be blogging anymore. until after the As anyway. cos i'm completely grounded.

it's not like i don't have a temper! i have! and it's not like i like this shitty results! i dont! u don't have to make life more difficult for me.

for my results, i've broken down all too many times. i know ur frustrated. u think i'm not? i'm so scared inside. i told myself to stay strong. but it's getting harder as As draw nearer. i know the importance of this exam. i Know! why can't u support me? why can't you understand me? why don't u believe me? putting a strong and optimistic front is no easy feat. i'm exhausted. u won't even give me a break. i'm no superwoman. i'm human too. i laugh, i cry, i pain, i hurt.

the roller coaster is trying so hard to fling me off. my arms are feeling so weak. but i know i must complete this ride.

dequins*

sorry in advance.