yoshie.

mr koo came to talk at assembly today. he's really inspiring! after the talk i went to talk to him. and my oh my, he has that X(square)- factor! he was towering over me and he's kinda intimidating. maybe cos i'm short.. haha. and when he talked to me my heart actually skipped a beat. how many people can confidently say that they've acheive their lifelong dream? he's real cool. will i ever get to fulfill my dreams too?
"the past is the past and there's nothing you can do to change it. what's exciting is the future."

to her:
everything's changing. i know the past was good. but after tt, it's changed. i feel like a rotten egg inside, for being so mean and so dao. i too want it to be like the past, where there isn't this invisible barrier between us. i've been brooding over it and i feel so sad. how did things ever turn out this way? i have no idea. i'm at a lost. maybe it's my fault for starting the nonsense. i guess i'm really horrid. have i changed? maybe, i've changed. maybe you're reading this. i truly am sorry. maybe time will slowly corrode the barrier away.. i cried when i read ur letter. cos u've always been there for me and this is how horrid me treats u. i'm sorry. give me a chance to make it up to u?

quinna* -

to say that i don't miss * would be a lie. to say that i don't hate * would be a lie too. but you must know, *, that you really hurt me. maybe u never realised it, but ya. you did. watever.