i hate this stupid feeling.
hate it hate it hate it.
but i can't help feeling this way.
feeling damn sucky.

how come? how come everything seem so far. so out of reach.
it seem like they're half way around the globe, when they're only a metre away.
when i try to pull, they just get further.

and do you even care?
annn-ohh!

when it drifts, it changes. and when it changes, it changes forever.

you told me so many lies. lies which i believed. maybe cos i wanted so badly to believe.
but as time passes, truths turns to lies. and i stop believeing. i stop.
i'm tired of lies, of trying so hard, of caring when you don't.
maybe i'm wishing on someone else's star.
cos someone else seem to be getting what i want.
is it so wrong to believe? is it so wrong to yearn to be the one beside you?
maybe.. it is.

just wanna be emotionless.