Free me, won't you?

IT'S RAINING!
finally...
haven't heard the peaceful patters of raindrops for so long.
didn't even know i missed the rain so much until it started raining thirty minutes ago.
and somehow, it's raining inside too.

and when i was jogging at the park in the evening, this uncle suddenly said: (in chinese) "i haven't seen you for some time!".
stunned-tio!! (--.' )

thought:
sometimes, it's easier to see things unfold in the third party light.
than you realise how foolish and dumb and idiotic and selfish and stupid you truly, really are. if you're so blind as to not see and treasure what you have now, so oblivious to the ones who will stay by ur side despite the storm, than i'm sorry to say you've wasted your life away. i feel so sorry for you.

i'm being so random. i shouldn't even be here.
i promise to mug with all my mugs and bowls and plates tomorrow!

i finally found someone who understands me! this feels so good.
so to that someone: i'm really grateful!
without knowing it, you've become part of my inspiration.
so glad that you came into my life!
love ya loadsies! can't wait to see you soon! =)