heyheys~ my breath stinks of super spicy stingray, watermelon juice, teh-ice and sea coconut dessert! my supper! =) piggy behavior.

as i promised my stupidest, i looked at the classifieds today and saw a certain f&b company (i shall play safe and not mention the name) having vacancies. so we decided to give it a go. we got a little lost, which is pretty usual, and finally found it. the employers are really nice. they actually hired us on the spot and told us that our training will commence tml! BUT the pay is tooooo low. we didn't wanna be some underpaid slaves. so oh well, we had to let the job go. but i feel so bad within! they're so nice to us but we rejected them just like that! sorry sorry sorry!!! gomenasai!!! :( i would have taken up that job if it paid better!

on a brighter note, i totally adore my current employers! went back to the centre today and prepared lotsa lotsa materials for my kiddies! was at the photocopying machine for an hour plus and my arm aches from constantly lifting and closing the lid. building muscles yea. than the employer took us for supper! his treat! and gave us a ride home! haha. where can you find such nice employers? i will work hard for them! =)))

okies. it's a new day tml! new job options! new interviews! new rejections! hopefully a new job?
hurhurhur. dunno why i'm so unwanted though. boos~
trala! this is fun.

i pinned my hopes too high, believed too much, and stumbled down in the end.
at least i learned.
and i guess, i'm used to it. i can't force it anyway.
boundaries of the heart.