helloooos.

6th & 7th welco had a dinner gathering today! whee~ ate lotsa foodies. but i guess the best part is the familiar company of 6th welco. it's been so long since we've got together. as usual, they're full of crap, which is good cos i love crap too! made me laugh till my sides hurt. and our juniors gave us a prezzie each! sweets~
sai-kang warriors reunited once again,
reminisce of the brooms and mops and SC room.
sweet sweat =D

was looking thru my previous red cross course file cause i owe someone something for god knows how long. gosh. i forgotten 95% of everything i learned! even the simplest recovery position. gees. actually first aid is quite fun lahs. it's just all the naggings and scoldings and pumpings. i never thought i'll say this but i have little bouts of misses for my cadet days. i do so love footdrill! and the sun on my skin, burning my toes when it heats up my black boots. sweat trickling, head held high, fists tightly clenched, elbows locked, always alert in fear of being scolded. after passing out, i found that my discipline and determination kinda lagged. i wasn't as self-disciplined as before. come to think of it, i forgot the commands too.. Grrrs.

it's... Monday? everyday seems like a Saturday. and i think i'm gonna be unwanted again. i had that special feeling that day. but oh wells, my sixth sense is one of the most inaccurate ones around. somehow i feel so empty. there's nothing self-fulfilling in my life now.

i don't belong living in your precious memories.